May 2012
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[[MORE]]I hate when my family gets invited to parties were I don’t know anyone. I just see no point in going to the party because everyone is related except for us. I would rather stay home and do school work and or house work. It sucks when you have no family here so you miss out on those parties. I guess the reason why I hate going to these things is because I never get to go to family...
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Skirts are an abomination. I just want to wear pants and shorts. I hate skirts. Mom, why are you pleased with me wearing a skirt? I don’t like that awkward breeze I feel when I wear a skirt. I don’t want to wear this skirt.
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I’m even more excited about prom because Louisse did my hair and makeup just for practice. I can’t believe it’s already next weekend. I can already tell next week is going to feel super slow, but it will all be worth it the day of prom. I still have the makeup on and my hair is still kind of done, but the curls kind of fell out due to the humidity. GUH I can’t contain my...
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After four years of being in high school, I think I’m really ready to go. I usually don’t speak my mind, but lately I find it necessary.
Me waiting in the lunch line with these loud girls
“I don’t understand why everyone is so DAMN loud today.”
Me in Spanish class when people try to answer for me
“Uh, I’m pretty sure señora was talking to me.”
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I know I’m not the only one feeling quite bitter from American Idol..
[[MORE]]I feel like I’m just going through the motions of everyday life. I’m just waiting for an “exciting” day to happen and then it’s back to normal. I don’t like living like this. I want to be happy and I want to make my life interesting.
Be happy for no reason, like a child. If you are happy for a reason, you’re in...
– Deepak Chopra (via antiqueheart)
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So, I just watched the Avengers with Louisse..
WHY DIDN’T I SEE THAT MOVIE EARLIER? OMG WHUT.
[[MORE]]I wish I lost weight before prom came around. I guess it’s never too late to start getting into shape though..
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[[MORE]]Eh, I think it’s about time I lose weight..
You never really grow accustomed to being called fat and I’m tired of it.
[[MORE]]I just want to get out of the house. Omg why don’t I have friends?
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Opportunity to socialize? I decline and go back to sketching.
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[[MORE]]The pure innocence of fingers tips touching skin is lovely. Not in a sexual manner, but just caressing another person dear to you. Being next to each other in complete silence and enjoying their company. Or watching them as they work busily on something important. Looking them in the eyes and then smiling softy.
These are the simple things I enjoy.
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I’m finished with my A.P portfolio, but all I want to do right now is some art.
I wish I had some nice water color paper right now.
Why do I paint my nails knowing I have to pee……..
[[MORE]]I’m mentally preparing myself for events that will happen in the future. I don’t think I will ever be ready for what is going to happen though. I’m constantly thinking about it, trying to figure out how to come of the situation. It’s not working though. I’m just not ready to say goodbye to any of this. I’m not ready.
I dislike when good moments go by so fast.
@Jessa
Why you be so cute doe? ♥
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I hope for the best, since hoping for less doesn’t seem to improve the results...
– Robert Brault (via creatingaquietmind)
[[MORE]]I feel like I’m asking for too much when I say I want to spend more time with you. I just want to spend some time with you, just us. Till we get that actual time I will wait patiently. I’m just hoping it will be more than an hour and thirty minutes tops.
Okay, so I sound a little selfish.. but what can I do?
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I can truly say I am going to miss my A.P art studio class.
Today was our A.P exam which didn’t start out so pretty in the morning. Everyone was running around trying to get things done and everyone was stressing out. We had to move rooms a couple times since my teacher had multiple classes. Here I am waiting to use the mat cutter and bam! The room starts spinning and I’m dizzy....
Mom: Hey look.. it's Mr. Miyagi.
Me: Omg.
Mom: Look at him! Wash on wash off!
Me: Yee, check out dat technique.
[[MORE]]I just wanted to have a nice prom dress shopping experience, but of course that couldn’t be done. Can’t we just put our differences aside, build a damn bridge, and get over it? I only got like 30 minutes and I don’t blame my mom because I was in her office helping her with this load of work. Ah, there is always tomorrow and possibly Sunday. I just don’t want to have...
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Me during the last five minutes of Physics.
I dislike this end of the year group and or partner projects. Just why? Especially when I have no friends in a certain class and I have look awkwardly alone. Oh, and projects were I have to talk. Let me just work by myself.
Shoot gurl.